At this point in my life, where everything is so confusing, I feel like nothing is clear cut and the ground could fall through and swallow me up at any moment (and, in the worse moments, that that would not necessarily be such a bad thing!) I realize (after much reflection) that I am, possibly more so than anyone else I know, a complete contradiction!
I love learning about people but hate small talk.
I take everything seriously and spend a lot of time ridiculously and needlessly stressed but am ridiculously laid back
Will argue with anyone, strangers included, if I care passionately but hate arguements and change the channel if one is on TV.
Say things like they are but cringe and hide in the corner if others do the same.
Am a clean freak but crazily messy.
Need to be around people but value alone time more than anything.
A drama queen but socially awkward.
The one my friends watch, head shaking as they laugh at my embarrassing antics, but so old before my time and serious that I drive myself crazy!
Do things spontaneously at the drop of a hat but worry about things 10, 20 or 50 years down the line.
Love things that give me a rush but feel my stomach flip-flop in fear just looking at amusement park rides.
Am fiercely and proudly a Canadian in England but defend England to Canadians.
I could go on and on. Is this a recipe for craziness or what? And guys say girls are hard to understand!!
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